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FANFIC: WHEN LOVE BECOMES VERDUGO, PAIRING: Jensen / MISHA, RPS, N/17, Chapter 9 /? POST MASTER


TITLE: When love becomes an executioner
AUTHOR: [info] kallenparms
PARTNER ;
Jensen / Misha
Fandom: Supernatural , RPS
CLASSIFICATION: N/17
WARNING:
Violence, profanity, porngay, the usual
DISCLAIMER: An apology, the characters are not mine I have borrowed their names, any resemblance to reality is purely coincidental.
SUMMARY: Misha wants revenge for something very bad that you have, unfortunately his detective skills are very bad and ends up becoming the executioner of the wrong person, "Jensen may forgive him behave like a bastard?

NOTE: In principle history focuses on the couple Josh / Sasha, it is necessary to carry out the story, I hope you take cariñoa guys, I appreciate that very



Chapter 9: What happened to us?

think it is important to listen to this song, basically I have based the episode on it, and besides I love, I hope you have loaded, if not, then I say is calling Reyli and what about us







"Hey babe - salute by holding the waist and planted a sweet kiss, the blonde tensed with contact and began to breathe hard - What happens? - Asked confused when she noticed the stiffness in her boyfriend

"I think we should sit Chris - Jensen pointed out the sofa telling him to sit, as he did the same in one of the individual - please sit down - he insisted on seeing the other did not react.

- What Jen goes? These scaring me - sat with their hands on the couch on either side of his legs

The blonde gulped visibly nervous - I have ... I have to tell you something ...

- By God! You're killing me speaking and panic!

Ackles started playing with his fingers, without looking into his eyes, had a hard time baste word, I felt as if he is stuck in your throat.

"I'm not sure how I feel about you is love - let

Point Blank - What? - Gasped Kane - What are you saying? I do not understand - asked confused

-Chris I do not want to hurt you ... please forgive me, believe me this is very difficult for me, but I can not hide it, I can not continue to ; NDOT believe that everything is fine when he is not - the chestnut could not believe what I was hearing

- What the hell does that mean? - Muttered - Are you breaking up with me?

"Do not be mad at me ...

- What did not get angry? - Said, was indescribable what tone of voice reflected his "anger, frustration, pain? - The devil are sending me saying that I no longer want and ask me not to get mad, What happens? When did you arrive at this conclusion? Because believe me I had not even noticed have you been pretending all this time?

- No! Do not think that I do not know how to explain it, nor I myself realized how things have gone, I swear ... I'm very confused that I do not know as a first step - his voice hiso tiny, grief clouded his face and mouth and throat is dried in an instant.

- What's Jen? - Asked hurt - Why are you asking me this? What was what I did? How have you failed?

"No, Chris, please do not do this, you have not been you - Chris let out a laugh that had nothing to do with joy, full of bitterness

I can not believe you leave with that phrase "No are you, me "this is so bizarre

" True, I do not know how to explain that you have not been at fault, you put all of you to make this relationship work, and me too but ...

- Is there another? - Issues raised in anger

- What? - Reacted by standing against putting too

Jen

"Tell me is there another? Did you meet anyone else? - Turned pale blond what point they come to this? Choking a sigh, not that did not plan to come clean completely, but it took him by surprise that Chris came to that conclusion - SPOKEN!

"Yes, I have met someone else - sorry confessed - but not what you think - will hasten to explain - I do not plan to, ever hurt you I find the ...

- You slept with him?

- What? NO! - Answered offended - How do you think that about me? I know Chris Brown refused

The opening his mouth like a cry silent - No, I thought you knew, but with this I'm not sure, and do not know if it's funny that you defend that way Do you feel outraged by what they ask? FUCK! - Snapped holding her head with both hands, putting pressure on the sides - you're telling me you've met someone else How do you react? What did you expect? Not that I should get a eating and drinking quietly listening to say I've changed for another.

Jensen and did not know that answer, the tightness of the chest made it difficult to breathe, her boyfriend still had reason to react that way, even if he did it more violently, é , l understand it, but no, it was holding for some reason, perhaps the pain to hear everything froze a bit, chestnut was far from having a peaceful nature and was now content.

Chris

"No, really, believe me I do not be misled in this way, I love you and not be so mean as to behave well without talking to you, "

- oh I considered - ironically - say you love me, but not enough" , right? If so would not have set eyes on someone else - the loss in his voice was clear - we have always been honest with each other ... but in this case I'm not sure this has been well, maybe I would have liked to continue lying, ignore it and ...

-No - silenced him - you can not even hint So if I did not tell you the truth, so if you have severely damaged

- And you think that what I am feeling now is not? - Do not expect an answer and continued with the interrogation - Who is it Jen? Where did you meet him? What if you love him?

"No, Chris, please do not do this, do not think it makes sense to answer these questions

- Why not? I have a right to know who the fucking bastard who is to put between you and me Who is that you away from my Jenny? -

demanded "No ... you know - under the eyes, was not able to continue seeing him in the eye - I barely know him - said in a voice trickle

- What? Fuck me! - Hissed - those throwing away what is ours by someone he did not know it But that shit do you have in mind?

I do not expect you to understand, even I understand it, just know that I can not help, this is more stronger than me - Kane strongly rubbed his forehead with one hand

"I do not agree - rebuke with a decision - I can not

-Chris - countered

" No Jen, not until I not see that kind of truth you deserve - Jensen attempted to object again, but would not let brown - No freckles - said calmer - Get this in mind, I want you I love, of life, and I think I'll always want, that's why I need to know for whom these changes.

- Do you think evaluate? - Asked incredulously frowning, Chris shrugged

"You can call it what you want, but believe me it hurts the soul, if I see that kind of really know the person is taking you, I will not pursue. But I need to be sure before.

-Chris, I do not know to tell you, I still I have no clear

recognize Jen "It hurts, but if I've been jilted and easy without having clear ...

-not been easy Chris -

"I replied, yes, it is not easy, but you dared, and if you did, there must be, I can not pretend to forget, to stay away from Ely you keep loving me as before, as always, so if I can do is make sure you're not going to suffer more than necessary for this decision - Jensen was moved to such an extent that he felt strongly eager to embrace him, but he refrained.

"Thanks ... Chris, the truth is not expected to react well

- Did you expect to grind you to death? The truth is not like I'm holding, but Jens told you I love you, and I will always want the best for you, and if it means that you get that - swallowed hard - to be with someone else, believe me it hurts me soul, but I assure you I will do my best to support you - Jensen nodded - and now if I may, I'm going, I can not stay here.

"I understand - Kane walked to the door and open it when the blond disponíaa stopped him - Chris - called, and the aforementioned twist - I'm really sorry, forgive me - Kane no answer, turned her face and left there. Jensen

stayed a while at the same place, seeing the door closed and carried away by a silent cry full of pain, with a gap in the corazóny can not help wondering "if there to doing the right thing "Chris had just given him a valuable lesson, never imagine such a reaction by the chestnut, is that why it had become his first love He did not feel able to get him out of his life and had the hope that one day when the wounds healed could continue as friends.

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Kane was not the crying, had a strong character and tough, he was a rascal at times, almost always overwhelming and extremely sure of himself. However, in those moments when you cross the door of that apartment, part of its foundations were collapsed, the stinging feeling in his eyes was intense, he refused to get carried away with that, she imagined falling into a dark chasm, jumping into nothingness.

could not continue, that it went beyond pain, Jensen was his companion, his best friend, your love life and who went where things went wrong, and if not that the cause of that pain was the same, now would be playing his door looking for comfort.

only had one person to turn to, who alone could bring peace in those moments that could be your balm saving ...

arrived with extreme speed to the Bar, he stayed a moment standing at the entrance, looking around trying to find who looked, walked to the bar to find him, after this there was the long-haired blonde busy serving drinks several glasses. He was put in front without a word and the other soon noticed that something was wrong.

- Chris, something happens? - Asked with concern to see the face of another

The chestnut nodded sorry - I need to talk you Steve, I need you, but not here, please could go elsewhere.

The bartender immediately went behind the bar, asked an employee to take over the business in his absence, walked to the side of placing a hand on chestnut her shoulder and guided him to the exit.

"Come to my apartment, then we can talk quietly.

Steve department was a block away from the Bar, hiso not need to take the car came walking, entering the blond asked Chris to sit in the room while he went to the kitchen and pulled out a pair of glasses to serve them whiskey with ice, it came to his friend leaving bottle on the table, giving one of the glasses and sat down beside her, placed one of his hands on the knee castañoy encouraging him to talk.

- What happened to Chris? Why are you so? -Kane took a long sip of the drink, leaving the empty glass.

-Jen broke up with me - sadly let

- How? - Steve is stunned, his mouth open and look of wonder why?

"I went with that and not sure how he feels about me

" But ... But you seemed so happy, were like the perfect couple, gave only see envy - Chris will I look surprised by the comment, Steve remained convinced - it's true Chris, seemed like a story - with that insight Kane is one achievement that put even more sad.

"This dating someone else Steve

" No - replied incredulously - that can not be, must be wrong, that things are not going well between you does not mean Jen is acting that way, he does not.

"He told me Chris, I confessed that to know another.

- But how? When? I've never seen him nad ... - short their reasoning remember the night when Jensen went to the bar with the blue-eyed man, Chris captured his expression and drew conclusions.

Les've seen it? Know the man she is dating - mumble - Who is Steve? Why do not you tell me?

"For I did not know they were coming, I swear I never imagined it was that, he presented me as a friend, came to the bar before last.

- Did you have the nerve to take you there? - Hissed - and you not me

said it "Chris, did not see anything wrong with them, Jensen said it was a friend and I believed him What did you want to do? What put me paranoid and give you a full report? What if I was wrong? I could not get me well in life, you would have indignantly, that is why I did not think anything bad about them and do not say anything.

"You're right Steve, sorry, I'm upset by all that is happening, I know that does not entitle me to pay you - Carlson agreed and stayed analyzing the words.

"Wait a minute ... What did you do to Jensen? I've not beaten it? - Questioning concerned

- NO! - Answered indignantly - had not won anything with it Who do you think I am, a barbarian?

"Let Chris, we both know who you are and if you think I could

" Yeah, okay, I'm a bit aggressive but would not hurt Jenny, I want to - sigh - that I give want to carve is the son of a bitch that - muttered angrily

"Relax - appeal to reason - it would be pointless, all you would earn with that is Jensen is angry with you and I know you would not want that. Chris nodded

blue - do not Steve, I feel very bad.

Steve

Without thinking he pulled him wrapping him in a hug, full of tenderness, allowing you to support chin on his shoulder, the chestnut had a good time holding back until he could not Masy burst into tears, sobbing pitifully laden with a deep sorrow, the blond he stroked his back comforting without omitted word, just letting you know it was there and I could count on him.

could afford not weaken it too, but you see him tearing plunged into the sadness, should maintain the strength to help you get ahead, to support what he always wanted ....

CONTINUE ...

Well I must confess that this episode has made me give birth chayotes, cost me a lot of work, did not want to stay drama queen and not so dull, I hope you have enjoyed, their constructive criticism helps me improve, I would be grateful to leave a comment.


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